I’m tired. A tired that I haven’t felt in a long time. I need rest. Physically and spiritually. I’ve been having horrible headaches and back issues as well. This getting “older” thing is for the birds. LOL I still haven’t had coffee and yesterday was the first day that I actually didn’t even WANT it. It was kind of weird. I’m a little nervous about going back bc of the affect it had on me the first few days I stopped drinking it. But, I did buy me a new cute little coffee mug:) I am pretty excited about that. HAHA Fasting is one of the hardest things I have ever done. It’s mind over matter and it’s a constant reminder of WHY you are doing it. I have been humbled and all the praise goes to those who haven’t ate at all. I am not sure if I can do that. Maybe I will get there one day. But, I will say I have seen Jesus differently. I have seen him in a way that I never have before. He has given me peace and understanding and shown me so much grace and love. He has made me confident and excited about life and all the great things ahead. He has shown me the path and I know he will be by my side every step of the way. Some days are tough and confusing and I just want to throw in the towel. But, I don’t. I remember the sweet days when the tough ones come and it makes me appreciate them all the more. I have come to realize how blessed I am. How grateful I am. How I could not be where I am in this life if it weren’t for him. The last 10 years have been a roller coaster for sure. But, my life is great. I wouldn’t change a thing. I am braver, I am stronger, I am loved, I am tough. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. Thankful for where he has brought me. Blessed. Encouraged. Hopeful. Never giving up.